SImple Minder
Friday, September 21, 2007
Seriously I wonder if I think too much. But people around me seems to be lying and cheating me. I mean. Those stuff are small matters. Saying you're not a mugger. Saying you didn't study for your quizzes. I learnt the hard way that people don't really mean it when they say such things. So be it.
I put in a lot of trust to the people around me. And I try to believe everything that you tell me. But how can you play with my trust for you this way. These are trivial matters. What if they are serious and important matter? Are you all just going to back stab me and push all the blame to me?
I'm sure I wasn't thinking too much. I am simple minded for all to see. I put in my honesty in the things I tell you even though it might be too straightforward. But that's me. I don't know how to play with people's trust. And I don't know how to lie.
I wonder is it me that is being naive. Am I suppose to feel inferior to these people? Am I suppose to become more street smart? Am I suppose to start playing the game too?
I got no idea what to do. I don't think much. So please don't lie to me. I'll judge you by your sincerity and honesty. Please blind me from all the things that I don't wish to see.
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