decisions
Thursday, December 18, 2008
It doesn't really help to know what you want and what you don't want. Sometimes you just have to accept whatever that comes along because of the circumstances.
I am bored of my little life. I need more more more activities, commitments, work, friends, everything.. Cannot waste anymore time staying home doing nothing..
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Do you have a feeling that an unknown source of fear is growing within you? We (nbs people..) are going to graduate in 4 months time. Every activity that you have had in school for the past 3 years will soon disappear.
No more queuing up for 179 from outside the mrt station.
No more taking of train to boon lay.
No more JP.
No more chance to sleep in class.
No more chance for you to skip school.
No more fal.
No more benches to sit down to discuss projects.
No more afternoon naps on weekdays.
No more 2 hour breaks before each lesson.
No more bitching about your profs.
No more ccas.
No more meeting of your usual project cliques everyday.
Lesser people on MSN.
Lesser people meeting up.
Lesser of being who you are.
Lesser of crapping time.
Lesser opportunity to wear slippers and shorts.
And there's many many no mores and lesser. I know there's going to be many new challenges coming up and I'm not trying to be negative here.. But you'll have to admit that our school life is coming to an end. The switch is going to be mega.
Do you see it now?? I think I finally saw the reasons why my older colleagues always prefer their school life to working life.
4 months more to cherish and enjoy. 4 months more to a whole new chapter of life.
6:50 PM
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