Are dreams ever real?
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Dreams are a form of escape. I went travelling again this morning. But this time, not to beautiful places. Can't remember where to.. But I thought it was Nepal.. I dreamt that I was taking a lao pok lift just after an earthquake. That fear of a crashing lift and then wanting to get out of that lift immediately when its doors open on 7th floor. I manage to get out safely but the door opened to a place half under construction and half, 2 hotel rooms.
When travelling, its common to run into unforeseen situations and have to manage it there and then. Planning everything and yet not really coming up with any plans. I missed that feeling.
I want to take off to wonderland right now, to do what I like and what I miss. Buy a ticket, fly off and never return. I don't want to seal my life to be just an average Singaporean. And worse.. Submit myself to even more constraints other than the monetary constraint I have now.
I lack the courage to walk away from life now. When luck, chance and fate comes together, I'll make this important decision..
And I continue dreaming.....
9:42 PM
She's got style